starting off my degree life in tapah

 

two days in , weekend 


i miss aimar

i miss my boyfriend

hes at kl, while im here

2 hours away from him


im just counting days for me to go to him, or he comes to me

he gave me like 2 letters basically saying everything is going to be fine

it better be, oh god please spare me from any more heartbreaks, 

let him be well, and safe from anything, girls ( most importantly)

and let him be in a good health, not sick of anything


aimar, i love you so much and im crying writing this, but please stay with me eventhough we are apart,

i will do anything to get to you, anything

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