8:48 (blog #116)

 


hi it's me

i felt like writing something tonight even if it's not usually my time of writing,

i mean before this, yeah

now, I just dont have the time for it, and i have a lot to do, a lot assignments, group project to think


For the past few weeks i have been busy, busy with my studies, my assignments, works on the club, i even compete to be vice president or secretary for the next semester, it has been so so busy- with back to back event

but i feel good, tired- but good.

im still trying to figure out how to balance on everything, my relationship, my studies, my hobby for writing

still trying to make time for myself, just me, laptop, writing with my headphones on with a volume of 80 because theyre noisy ( roomates/classmates)

i applied for a maybank scholarship last semester, and i got an email for me to be in the next assesment, interview thing. Oh i already feel some butterflies in but so excited

 i want to write more but at the back of my mind, its statistics tutorial, and database notes that i havent done. so i guess its okay for now, i'll be back to share more

im still depressed, abit broken but it will be fine

ill be fine

i just have to know how to sort things and figuring out stuff

right guys ?

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