traumatised

 hi everyone, it's syaf again

today's blog i want to share my latest experience with grab. 

it's the kind of experience where I would just woken up randomly at 3 AM being reminded by that. 

so that day, me and housemate went out to buy some food for our picnic the day after. Decided to grab home around 7:30, and I was the one who booked the grab

Some things happened along the way that makes me annoyed and frustrated, so I won't bother topup my grab pay and  instead i used my card. We had the car at first, but the motherfucker cancelled my order when the card is already charged. RM 32 ringgit. but for some reason when I checked, they charged me RM64??????????????????. ah what the fuck is this shit

I was clearly annoyed, frustrated and tired. So I ordered the grab again, and we got it. A man. The driver was a man. and im fine with it. until

we hopped into the car. I took the front seat beside the driver, just to get a large leg space initially. I was frustrated about the previous motherfucker driver, but little did i knew, the driver beside me was the actual motherfucker. 

I complained to him that the previous driver cancelled my order after my money was charged, and at first he's behaving well (?). UNTIL

he asked me

" betul ke tak jalan ni " in a flirty tone 

and that's when i realised I dont see his navigation thingy on the phone, in fact I dont even see any phone

then i was like, i thought he was joking at first so i replied him  " manala saya tahu "

then he continued asking personal questions like " sem berapa, asal mana " in a very suspicious tone faham tak like, he's making me uncomfortable

and then i started to panic because i have never experience things like this before, im scared to death. he kept asking me questions in a flirty way and made me so uncomfortable. i feel like i was being harassed. 

he kept asking and when i dont answer him, he said " kenapa senyap je, betul tak jalan ni, tengok tengok sampai kl dah ". i was like bro... the way he said that, and the way he kept looking at me is so, ya allah talking about this makes me having panic attack right now

and what's worse is after he said those, his car started to vibrate excessively ?????????, like from the back to front, bergegar ???? and we were in the middle of the road. beside a forest. and he stopped. he stopped the car near the forest in the middle of knowhere. and it was raining to make it more dramatic. 

i tell you, at that time i was like fuck dude, this is not okay, not okay at all. he stopped and he didnt even go outside to check, but he said " oh tayar bocor ", as if it was meant to be ??????? i was fucking panicking and asked my housemate to book another grab for us where we were in the middle of knowhere. Then that driver, called his " friends " and said about our "situation " tayar bocor blabla. \

bro. what i had in mind is, what if the " friends" is like 5-6 grown man and drive a van. we were literally in the middle of knowhere and could easily kidnapped us 6. and what made me believe that was his tricks is he said to us " kalau nak tukar tayar, semua kena keluar but barang letak je dalam kereta " smtg like that, like he wanted us to leave our phones in the car and all ????????????? or the wallet ke apa. fuck no. 

while he was " fixing " alhamdullilah we got a grab order to bring us home. a chinese uncle, baik. 

oh my god, my mother always say to me. " kalau nak keluar at least kena ada lelaki sorang " and i always say " kalau ramai ramai okay je tade bende jadi pun "... 

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look at now

i swear to god, im scared to death, duit bazir camtu, and you know the mothefucker charged me too when he didnt send us to dengkil pun. so total loss rm 92. i feel harassed and im scared now. 

never ever ever book a grab again. I am legit traumatised