just a fragment in your high school memories

 

hello, it's me. Syaf


i was just a fragment in his highschool memories. 

i have been told that i was his tiny little fragment in his highschool memories

does he think that i was the one who ask for a break up?

does he think that i was the one who treated him badly

does he fucking think that i was just nothing but as a tiny part in his life which is not anything special at all

does he fucking think like that?

mind you bitch, im already moving on

it was you texting me late at night and begging to get back with me, wanting to continue the relationship that you already break my heart into million of pieces and expect me to take you back ???


i couldnt care less what you wanna do or what you fucking think about me. what i am fucking care is about the way you said my effort loving you, my effort staying with your shitty ass bitchy behaviour are just nothing. cant you even admit that nobody would treat you like how i do, nobody will love you more than i do and you are scared to admit it


i was a fool because i loved you hard, i loved you seriously and oh my god did i mention that i dont care if you have another girl to rant to or another person you talk to, i dont think girls would even like you if they know how you treated me before, not even gays. 

im just fucking mad because my effort and love being wasted as if they were nothing for him,. at least say thank you ???????????????????????????????????????????????

fuck you man, fuck you amar. 

i wasnt be the one who fucking unfollow and block you anywhere. i was being like a "matured adult " , the one who dont fucking block and unfollow just bcs they are broken up. but you did it first and im fine with it. and you can say those shitty words at me ? fuck you man, you dont even realised the stuffs you did, you dont even feel bad

fuck im so mad. 

believe me, if you wont change your behaviour, nobody will stay as long as i did. because you are a person who is fucking proud of yourselves when you literally do something wrong, and u feel proud about it ????????????????/


fuck you amar. thank you for every fucking thing you gave to me. the trauma and the bad shitty ass experience, fuck you


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