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I just wanna rant

The audacity of some people is immaculate , how dare he's talking about MY stuffs to his own use ??

okay I was wrong , I AM SURELY 1000000000000000% wrong .  I shouldn't even replied to him in the first place . And I shouldn't even ask my boyfriend the question as well . But how dare he's saying my stuffs - he didn't even know anything , just know from what he's been reading and all and just assume my boyfriend to be such a BAD BAD BAD person like hey

im the one whos feeling all this and im fine ,  why are you so fucked up

just fuck off 

even if u are giving me advices oh come on , what difference did u make 

i just cant im too mad i cant even write what im feeling right now

can you please

shut 

the

FUCK 

OFF

FUCK OFF

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