5pm

 


i think i want to give up

there's nothing left in here for me in this world

im honestly 

done with life

done with the one that should be taking care of me

people say i will get used to it 

get used by what ?

get used being ignored ?

get used being left alone ?

get used being not as important as i am before ?

it's different now

she's different now

sometimes i just want to 

be with somebody 

cry to somebody

and when i think that I have someone to talk to

he didnt want to

and it hurts so much because I know sometimes it happens 

and it's totally okay 

but in my head , i think of all the worst things that could happen


im done crying alone

would it be better 

if im not here 

would it be better 

for me , if im not here 

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