3 last days of being 15



tolong 

jaga diri 

jaga hati


apa jadi dengan harini kalau takut dengan hari esok

hari esok tak semestinya apa yang kita jangka

kadang-kadang elok

kadang-kadang tidak


                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

takut

apa yang akan jadi selepas 18

keluarkah ? halaukah? matikah?

banyak benda boleh terjadi di 18

 tanggungjawab serta merta di 18

18 , 

umur sangat muda . . mentah

aku takut di 18

keseorangan 

cuma ada seorang wanita kuat disamping

takut di 18

harta buat manusia buta

tanpa mengira pertalian darah

takut di 18

satu raya tidak disambut sekali




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