waves

 HELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

uhh very a dramatic welcome but WELCOME EVERYONE 

                   TO ANOTHER 

                                                       BLOGGGGGGGGGGGGG


ok i should stop


hello , how is it going ? i just finished my class for pai , it's nothing la just that we learned a new topic and we did some games , anyways i dont want to talk about that , i want to tell you about :

 my obssesion in wavesss ,, (  isnt that exciting ^>^ ok ok i stop )





oh shit i havent finish writing here , damn it aa
ok now it's monday hehee and what did i tell you before ah ?
oh pasal waves

ok macam ni cite dia

i always eat fast food in the past three years like back to back , fast food , every week ? literally every single week and my house is very close to Teluk Cempedak which is TC la kan so i ate there most of the times while looking at the beach, feeling myself, thinking about things. 

Normally me and mom just go to the drive thru and eat at the beach tu, like having a smoll picnic ? is that what we call ? ok whatever it is, idk it seems like when i look at the waves, i feel . . serene ? and i think it's romantic too, i love watching them, but i dont know how to explain it properly 

hdsjdjs it is what it is though,

 when you love something that you really really really love just in a short period of time like you dont get to see them every single day , you just spend a little bit of your time with something that you really love watching/doing? 

you cant even say anything , cant even describe it properly, cant even focusing on anything else , because you really put your eyes and heart on it, nothing else matters . 

i dont know if yall get what i mean or maybe im just the only one who thinks like this . 

eyes and heart on it & nothing else matters

i feel serene when im watching

i hope when im old enough to have a company, we'll spend our time in the beach, eating, reading, thinking, enjoying our time there. but i think it's impossible . . or not ? idk man , no one feels right with me , nothing feels right ,  and i dont even feel alright

okla i think it became more and more deppressing blog HAHAHAH

so i should stop here heheh 

but i have a question for you who are reading this 

what makes you really happy when you're doing or watching it ?

if you dont mind telling me then please comment below ^.^

im trying to be more friendly with the ones who reading my blog hehee

thank you for reading my blog ^.^ 
i have to go now cause my house tetiba takde electric okok baibai








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