what did I do today

 Hello , it's me . . . again!

well today is . . . . um ,  Monday oh gosh I can't even remember what day is this today . I had classes from 8:30 a.m to 2:00 pm , well actually today is quite lucky la cause got no add maths today . Had Bahasa in the morning , then had a free time for like almost 2 hours? , got sejarah , and the last one , chemistry . 

If I can be completely honest with you , I have NO IDEA how are we going to learn , because there are some new subjects and I mean like we don't have any idea of what they are kan so I'm like . . . nervous. 
I can't even 100% focus too , even though I got no distractions? well I do actually but only the minors one. Alhamdulillah as a single child , I don't have to worry about all the noises came from the siblings ke apa so I'm very grateful . but you know I'm a loner , so for once I thought like maybe having siblings are not so bad after all. I'm very bored with myself like I have no one to talk to  masyallah. ada je tak kena kan hahaha . 

oH and btw for the past month , well for this year ,  I actually quite impressed with myself .I taught myself how to knit , I bake cookies , I bake cakes *on the weekends* , I stick to my planner , update them everyday . so I'm quite happy with them . Well if you're one of my close friends , you know that around bulan 11-12,  2020 , I HAD A DIFFICULT ITMES *sigh* , I wanted to share more about that but hmm I think maybe soon , but don't worry I will tell you , okay maybe not you , you who are reading this , maybe not to you , but for my blog , which you are reading on my blog too but BLURGHH OK ILL STOP HERE . .

okay this is kinda kucar kacir but as my intro said I'm doing this because I want to write like I want to share my thoughts for the day , my feels , my happy days , my sad days , so yeah guys , come in if you want to , enjoy your reading on this shitty blog HAHAHA. 

so I think that's it for this evening , I write more tomorrow , bye !

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