maybe we are alike

  hello it's me i was studying for my finals. then something struck me- is he a rebound he treats me well, loves me like he said he is, talks to me well. aren't that the things that i've been asking for this time. to a wrong person it's almost 5 months since the break up. Well, it's not easy to forget the once important person in your life, It won't just take a day or a week to forget, a lifetime maybe. Maybe it was my fault too, I was caught up by loving him, so hard, i've given it my all in hopes he appreciate and well-loves me more. What i did wasn't enough apparently. so he started to treating me bad as if he losing his feelings. I was tired being treated like somebody he didn't want to talk, to love- i was tired begging him explaining what's wrong with us, is there something i can do to fix it- he just losing his feelings and didnt want to call it off first. are all men like that? so scared to even speak your own feelings or you all just pla...

  hi everyone, it's me syaf i am feeling a bit emotional tonight. months back i wasn't this happy, i wasn't this healthy. i was basically just sad, the whole time right after coming back from indonesia, everything did change my relationship did not work out, and yea that was not the only thing I had. But at that moment, it was- something I truly had, I loved him and I loved hard, I did everything I could- to keep him, to love him, to show him that I love him truly, sacrifice everything i ever own- just for him now, its 3 months after the break up. I'm happier, i do not have to beg and cry for the love i'm gonna have. Uni is fine, i am almost done with sem 1. Time really flies here, we are growing up so fast, yet I still haven't got any clues of what I'm gonna do.  Do i have regrets ? yes ? i have so many what ifs but to be honest, I was on my last string. Am i happier now ? definitely. but just, sometimes when I think about the past,  about times where i cri...