maybe we are alike

she was loved  in her mind "god , i cant stand this anymore , please i got so much regrets and if i keep on living , i live in my own regrets",  she said she is scared  scared living in her own dreams as her reality and the reality was just her dreams\ she knew this is not good for her but what did she do nothing  she doesnt know what to do  she doesnt know what it's like to live anymore she is scared  with herself , she's scared that someday she lives in her dreams that she created and not accepting reality back " no im not depressed, i havent seen the doctor , i dont want to make it any worse"  true  but until when  denying things denying feelings pretending to be okay no it is not good but what can she do sitting in her bedroom at 12:45 p.m without eating anything for the past 2 days she doesnt want to die she wants to do a lot of things in her life but please make this dreams stop she doesnt want to live in her dreams anymore shes tired s...

theres this one line : " don't act like I didn't fight for us , I did and for a long time " and I found that is so fitting in any kind of relationship . i had one hahah my very first one but it's not worked that well i think i failed . in many ways . i failed knowing him , i failed to have the same interest with him , i failed in understanding him , i failed myself . nobody else even myself thought that I could be in that situation before any of my other friends , im not pretty , im not that smart , im not cute , im not as extroverts as any introverts would be , im boring , so why  why did we agree to this why did i say yes  why did we last for long why did i have so much patience  why did we lie to ourselves why did we end  i remembered when times we were. Deep down in me , the things i said didnt exactly matched with whats inside of you , waiting and waiting for something unsure , i know we both are so young but is it wrong if i waited for something unsure alo...