maybe we are alike

 . . . the thing where sometimes you just cannot stop to think about um hello guys it's me again . THE MAIN PURPOSE I want to write a blog is I want to write freely about my feelings , my thoughts , my ideas , my daily life , I wanna be truthful , no fake stories , no hiding emotions , it's me , myself , I am like this . Before I start writing , I don't mean to talk about anyone specifically here , it's just you are or were in my life . Tell me if you're not okay with this , I can delete this back , or maybe if you don't want to talk to me , you can ask somebody else to do it so .  Okay , where to begin , let me describe myself first , specifically what I am last year , I'm a person who really needs attention , from anyone who shows to give them , not to random people la . I don't know why but I feel all alone , cold , mad , left out , boring , pathetic , unattractive , stupid , and many more that I don't want to list all of them here. Then , all the...

You know , for a 16 year old student , people would say that we're big enough to think what is right and what is wrong right ? . But all that can happen if only we have a right mind I mean like a right way of thinking because you know not everyone's brain is the same , we have different ideas , different way of thinking , different way of absorbing somewhat kind of thing , different knowledge , we got different input which proves that we're not the same at all .  Due to these differences , we , I mean , I  , got to know how should I talk , how should I approach to certain type of people , and how should I keep in my circle ,like keeping my circle low because I think that I'm the type of person who does not trust any people so easily ? like I don't get along to people in a very short period of time , so if you think that I'm close to you , then congratulations , you are one of the most important person in my life. But don't get me wrong , I love all of my fri...

 Hello , it's me . . . again! well today is . . . . um ,  Monday oh gosh I can't even remember what day is this today . I had classes from 8:30 a.m to 2:00 pm , well actually today is quite lucky la cause got no add maths today . Had Bahasa in the morning , then had a free time for like almost 2 hours? , got sejarah , and the last one , chemistry .  If I can be completely honest with you , I have NO IDEA how are we going to learn , because there are some new subjects and I mean like we don't have any idea of what they are kan so I'm like . . . nervous.  I can't even 100% focus too , even though I got no distractions? well I do actually but only the minors one. Alhamdulillah as a single child , I don't have to worry about all the noises came from the siblings ke apa so I'm very grateful . but you know I'm a loner , so for once I thought like maybe having siblings are not so bad after all. I'm very bored with myself like  I have no one to talk to  mas...

HELLO EVERYONE !!!! oh my god , I cannot believe . okay wait i need to calm myself up *inhale* , * exhale* . my name is syafiqa muhamad and i just start my own blog :) , i don't know why but i feel like i want to write something , which i can also share my thoughts ! . okay if any grammar mistakes then i'm sorry , i'm not as perfect as an English speaker because i don't even speak English in my home or to anybody excepts my close friends and my English teacher of course. Okay i am 16 , well such a big independent girl now hihi , ugh no , i would consider myself like a boring somewhat type of a girl  but she has so many hobbies and she wants to do everything but got  no time . YEP THATS ME  I don't have any siblings well , I think I do but there's another story , on the another blog . i wanted this introduction will be simple and not so long but yet still have some informations about me . im a newbie so i have to learn more ! , keep in mind that i love to write s...