barely living (im 20 !)
hi it's me last entry was in may ? june ? Almost 3 weeks that I barely talk to anyone, 3 weeks of verbally silent. Life is so much harder these days, I'm starting to think maybe I am not strong enough for all of this. It's unfair, how I longed for things that most people have. Companionship, family, family members I longed for families, thought theirs are perfect when i see it from outside. Maybe there are things that i didn't know about them, the problems inside the house. But they still, a family. Still have one another I am completely alone, No one to help, No one to -- // okay that was yesterday's part of blog, i didnt get to finish it because I just cried, after the last sentence I have no energy to blog, to live But today is my last night being 19, tomorrow is my birthday ! let me just picture the day tomorrow : 1. wake up 2. shower 3. study database engineering 4. eat around 5 pm 5. call aimar around 10 pm same goes like any other days I mean i know i shou...