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my birthday !

  hello it's me. I turned 18 today It is my birthday and my first day in dengkil. 3:56 pm right now and i just ate. i ate alone because my roommate already eaten and i dont want to bother her to teman me makan. so i eat alone but im fine with it.  i wasnt gonna blog about my first day here what im trying to blog about is  im single now :)))))))))))))) yea yea if u read my blog from the beginning until now, you'll know  i gave a second chance to the a person. but he made the same mistake again and again i was patient  i gave him time as long as he need but you cant change people that doesnt wanna be changed  im just asking to be loved, because he did say he was and i believed it and he did love me  at some point initially but it changes him not me but its fine  i was begging and crying just to be treated right how dumb was that i know i shouldnt but i did i was stupid but as entering a new age, a new life you know what, im not gonna let myself get ...
  a big update we broke up on 3rd July.