i feel like dying
Hello, it's me it's 21st June 2023, 11:38pm If you know me, im usually already sleeping by this time but let me tell you a story tonight my story because I couldn't bear it anymore, I dont know on who I can talk to, on who will understand so i just write right here, hoping I will feel better by the end of the blog. in a world where how im being raised up, theres a do's and dont's that my parent told. my father was a very scary person since i was little, my mother is very strict. you can say that i grew up dicipline because i was scared of my parents. one time I fell in love. hard. A love that you know it isn't for jokes, a love that would never be a regret for me, because i do love. and I really love. more than I love myself. A love where I dont care if my father come back from the dead just to be mad at me for loving him. A love where I could do everything just to prove that I really love. we did have a relationship before but we ended it, he ended it, becau...