goodbye
hello, it's me. yea i havent write in ages, not because i dont have something to write about. I have, trust me. I just cant seem to find the words to write ( very cliche but its true ). I promised myself after im done with SPM, i would write whatever ive been through to survive SPM. I edited pictures for it, i was planning to write from hari sukan, but i couldnt find any wish to write. i dont know why i want to tonight, i am bored, really. almost a month since i come back here since a month in indo, a lot of things had happen. but one thing i know is i dont really text anyone when im there. they did text me but i just dont want to reply. i do feel bad and feel like im such a bad friend for not replying but i dont even know, im sorry. life after SPM is very confusing for me. I dont know what to do, i dont know what to think. my relationship is always on the verge of breaking up, while i did everything to make it stay, i couldnt have that much patience to stay any longe...