maybe we are alike

hello, it's me syaf my life is so fast paced here yet I am enjoying every seconds here. Tired but hopefully it's worth it. today I feel like writing something, and it reminded me of someone, ( who is eagerly wanting to be mentioned ) tbh Qayyum is the first man I hate. ok very bold statement but its true. We met in high school when we were 13 and my first impression towards him was.... " why is he unzipping his clothes ?????????". yea. YEA. and i said to him " bole tak zip baju tu ??!! " but yk, i have a bitchy face so maybe it looks more mean. After sometime, my hate towards him were gone and we actually became good friends.  little did i knew, he had feelings for me and he confessed. obviously when you are 13, you are confused and somehow gave a giddy response. It lasted for a week because i couldn't handle the gravity of people talking about us. We ended in a good term of a " trial " relationship i supposed. Despite after all that, we are st...

 hello , it's me  it's the second week of July.  honestly speaking i tried to write some worthy blogs . .  HAHAHAHAH ok that sounds cringy but i've tried to write something that IS something like have a legit content i still dont know what to write , i didn't plan before what to write , i just went to my blog and started to write craps about my life , i feel sorry to those who have read my blogs, im sorry yall have to read my love story whatsoever, but im at this point where i feel like i should've not write about that here , it's a sensitive issue involving anyone who is a part of this " storyline " . i feel like i should've respect others privacy as well as mine . but it's okay la , we live in it , if you read it already, then im truly truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. okay but that's not what i wanted to cerita here HAHAH so this week's story isssss stupidity takes over me :D ok so everybody knows that i love reading , fiction...